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Hm. Going to write today. c:


Lessons in DrowningI've locked myself in the bathroom again. I turn on the tap, full blast, until the sink is filled to the brim with scalding water.Lessons in Drowning
I don't give myself time to think or draw breath before I plunge my face, my whole head, into the sink and hold it there.
I wait for the back of my head and my lungs to ache and make me dizzy. Tentatively, I take a breath, and my nose and throat burn and sting.
I wonder how long it would take for me to drown.
I bring my face up, gasping and choking, until the water I cough up is tinged red.
I unplug the sink and watch the water drain away.


Locked Windowsi press my face against the window and look out at someone else's sky.Locked Windows
my fingertips touch cool glass and i fight the urge to break it.
(i want to open the window, but it's locked and the latch is too high.)
i want to pound my fists against it and shatter the glass outward and watch as it falls to the streets below.
people down on the sidewalks will look up and a thousand glittering shards will fall into their eyes.
i want to lean out as far as i can and scream:
"i'm still here, i'm still here, please, please don't forget me, i'm still here!"


I am Not a Good PersonYou would write Love on your arms while I wrote Hate all over my own in the form of angry red lines, sliced into too-pale skin.I am Not a Good Person
I hated the way you would look at me, like I was pathetic, when it was you who was too afraid of pain.
You would hide behind your pitiful, shaky handwriting because you wanted to be a Good Person, and Good People don't hurt themselves.
I still shove my wrists in your face, because I know it makes you cringe, and making you cringe is too much fun.


Always AwakeI look at the clock and it reads 2:30. It is the middle of the night and I am wide awake and I'm staring at the walls and the ceiling and they are black.Always Awake
I sigh and close my eyes.
Tired? A voice whispers in my ear.
No. I answer. I open my eyes and I can hear my heart beating and it sounds much louder than it should.
You can't stay awake forever, you know.
Get out.
You're only human.
 
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"I'd tell him I love him but I'm afraid he'd file a restraining order..." -Phoebe
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I want what she had *points to a girl in corner making out with some guy*
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What disturbs me is not the fact that I had a three hour conversation with a refrigerator, but the fact that the refrigerator didn't even exist.
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"I'd tell him I love him but I'm afraid he'd file a restraining order..." -Phoebe
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I want what she had *points to a girl in corner making out with some guy*
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What disturbs me is not the fact that I had a three hour conversation with a refrigerator, but the fact that the refrigerator didn't even exist.
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"I'd tell him I love him but I'm afraid he'd file a restraining order..." -Phoebe
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I want what she had *points to a girl in corner making out with some guy*
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